summer skin

Update

So I feel like Ive been doing really shitty. I think ive gained back alot of what I lost/toned over the summer. I feel think, I dont feel heathy. I feel like I am back to square one. Therefore, starting tomorrow morning I am reforming my ways and shaping up (HA!) I am limiting breads, dairy products, and deserts, my weakness and getting back in the habit of working out. By the time I head home for winterbreak I will be back on track. 


Update on my Life

So I like being ridiculously busy and thats exactly what I am. I havent been running as much lately but ive also had like 3 hours of dance rehearsals every night. I am trying to be super careful about what im eating because I have to wear a super revealing costume in like 3 weeks. Also Ive been seeing this boy and on friday we went out and he ran into one of his friends (who is gay) and his friend commented after to him that he would go straight for me. what a compliment. ahha


Frustration

I just have to say. I haven’t felt that great during the last few weeks. My motivations faltered (I took two rest days and haven’t been diligent about doing the 30 DS, its taken me about 13 days to do 8 days worth of the video) I have felt like I have no self control and all i do is eat. Plus its crunch time I only have 2.5 weeks left until I am at the beach and I really want to look good. And I don’t feel ready at all, I feel really squishy and wide I am going to try to be extra good from this point forward. Only oats, veggies and fruits, and clean proteins for me. I can do this. No more after work snack binges


Ive had two really bad days with long hours at work and terrible fights with my mother and i haven’t been able to muster up the energy run for 2 days (I did do Level 3 Day 2 of 30ds yesterday though) and now Im just itching to go home and run. I think I am going to try to do at least 5 miles. 

Hooray for a week without the parents. I can do ALL the exercises